
I originally started this blog as a way to track my progress as a career firefighter. It does not seem that this is the direction I am going in. I have wondered if I should get rid of the blog. I am realizing however, that life is not as linear or black and white as I would like for it to be. I tend to be all or nothing about my life. So was the case with my aspirations to being a firefighter. I am beginning to learn the value of being a small town firefighter.
For a long time I did not like some of the aspects of the small town fire department. Unfortunately there are firefighters that don't take the job as seriously as I think we all should. I mean lets be honest, if you rely on volunteerism, are you going to turn someone away? On a small department you have to take what you can get. On the other hand there are a lot of good things that come from becoming a volunteer. I can be a firefighter and have time to pursue other interests at the same time. I'm sure I'll philosophize more on this in the future, but for now I'm satisfied to be a part of what I already know and to find ways of becoming as professional as I can within the framework of any organization I join.
I have decided to continue to post to this blog. I am still ADVANCING THE LINE in my own little world of fire service and as long as I keep committed to the work I can create a life within fire rescue.